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Writer's Block: Daily Grind

Feb. 24th, 2009 | 10:00 am
mood: tired tired
music: velvet underground - sunday morning

Describe your morning routine.
hmmmmmmmmm i wake up, usually cranky because Boy starts shit with me at around 7

..... then he hangs up on me so i get out of bed and start working out for like 15 minutes.

.....then he calls back apologizing and i forgive him.

he goes off to school so i take my covers and walk to the kitchen with them wrapped around me (my house is cold in the mornings -.-) and make coffee.

while the coffee is brewing i go on my balcony and have a smoke. by the time i'm done my coffee is ready.

i go turn my computer on and while that's loading i take my coffee with me and have another smoke

lol i should stop that

then by the time i'm done with that i can check xanga, lj, and lastfm, fill out job apps online, sometimes chat with people that stayed home from school, you know. bullshit around....


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Feb. 18th, 2009 | 12:14 pm
mood: infuriated infuriated
music: gaga fuckface just dance


her style is trashy

her lyrics are trashy

she is just a drunk bitch who can sing so she uses her talent and her catchy beats to send the message to everyone that she "had a little bit too much", cant find her keys, lost her phone, "can't see straight anymore", and just wants to dance.

i don't know if this is just another one of my i-hate-the-fucking-female-race-nowadays-because-they-give-us-real-women-a-bad-image rants, but all i know is that it really pisses me the fuck off when music like this tops the charts.

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Feb. 15th, 2009 | 08:16 pm
mood: nostalgic nostalgic
music: beyonce- halo

today was the first day in the past month i actually spent just hanging out. it was pretty nice out. i went to sofa's for her baby sisters birthday and i ate her cake. then michi came on her bike so me and sofa got our skateboards and we rode to mollys because catie had to leave tonite. it was nice to have the gang all together for once without dumb bullshit problems.

i miss the old days.

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Jesus said:

Feb. 3rd, 2009 | 10:55 am
mood: annoyed annoyed

“Do not judge others, and you will not be judged. For you will be treated as you treat others. The standard you use in judging is the standard by which you will be judged. And why worry about a speck in your friend’s eye when you have a log in your own? How can you think of saying to your friend, Let me help you get rid of that speck in your eye,’ when you can’t see past the log in your own eye? Hypocrite! First get rid of the log in your own eye; then you will see well enough to deal with the speck in your friend’s eye.”- Matt 7:1-5

you know???


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10:41 a.m.

Feb. 3rd, 2009 | 10:41 am
location: living room computer
mood: blah blah
music: the dead silence of my living room

i hope i have a snow day. it looks really bad out there.

instant coffee tastes like sludge.


i wanna watch sweeney todd but whatshisface still has it.

i hope he comes back tonite.

cause he still has my cell phone too.

i love him.

i love my cell phone.

i love sweeney todd.

and instant coffee.

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Writer's Block: Peevish

Jan. 27th, 2009 | 10:47 am
mood: cranky cranky
music: the rumbling sounds of my coffee machine

Too many LJers to list have submitted this question—what is your biggest pet peeve?

human beings. in general. they disgust me. i'm not one of those industrial-gothic type folk who hate humanity just to hate them. i just think that about 99.9% of this earths problems arise from humanity.

the earth is a beautiful place. home to greenery, aquatic life, and animals (excluding us). we are the only race that is responsible for murder, war, and pollution. sure, lions eat deer and snakes eat mice... but that's only for the purpose of food or territorial issues. humans kill as a result of hate, or sometimes accidental, or a number of reasons. we don't kill our own kind for food. and yet we think we are THE SHIT and arise atop a pedestal above all other creatures of the earth.

bah i'm probably just being a hypocrite anyway. hating the human race doesn't make me any better. but then again i'm human so it makes sense......

........i'm thinking too much hahahh

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Jan. 23rd, 2009 | 02:11 pm
mood: amused amused

school starts monday. i'm not looking forward to it. i've been enjoying my freetime lately.

i made myself a boyfriend on animal crossing

i think he's cute.

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My Hair-Dye Theory

Jan. 17th, 2009 | 05:32 pm
mood: excited excited
music: rocky horror - the floor show

it's about time i go back to blonde.

my brown hair makes me feel too calm. it's fine when my life comes to halt and i get stuck in a relaxed state everyday with nothing going on. being brunette represents me giving everyone advice on their problems, not having any of my own, laid-back, thinking too much, not speaking my thoughts, ect ect ecTTT

i'm bored with that now and i feel like i've been kept quiet for too long.

being blonde reminds me of the old days where i used to find fun in everything i did, good or bad, happy or sad. screaming random obnoxious slurs to townsfolk i bump into just to laugh myself to death.

also i noticed

i cant wear certain shit as a brunette like it doesn't look good when i'm blonde i can wear any colour or clothing or any makeup style and look fine.


i'm bleaching my hair again :]]]]]

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Late Nights...... Early Mornings...

Jan. 17th, 2009 | 12:31 am
location: the living room computer
mood: awake awake
music: silence.............................................

i'm on the phone with sofa. we're talking about how she needs friends who drink and party. i have no opinion i'm too tired. but i'm not tired. thank ms. steeb for teaching me how to type without looking... comes in handy in the dark. ummmmmmmm see what happens when i let catie borrow my sd card??!??!?!

i'm joinging random sites all the mall goths are harrasing me on vf i don't even know how to work facebook fuck myspace to hell and all that's worse i'll never rejoin again


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"Fitting In" and Fake People

Jan. 15th, 2009 | 12:06 am
mood: annoyed annoyed
music: morning glory- anti-life is the antidote

a frequently discussed topic among my friends.
they're always going on about how it's "s0o0o0o0o not cool to try to be cool and you should just be yourself"

i mean, we're all human. we all have the need to love and be loved. so what's wrong with getting people to like you? if you change yourself to impress a crowd... yes, you are fake. but if you want to fit in to that crowd because that's what will make you happy, or if you truly want to be like them, then why not?

just because some people aren't content with themselves doesn't mean we have to poke fun at them and call then posuers, frauds, and wannabes.

sometimes i think my friends try too hard by talking crap about other people being fake, that it doesn't make them any better. why don't we all just shutup and let everyone do what they want?


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